It is even strange to see how other’s perception can change the whole meaning of your life and the way you live. Might consider that I have no emotions over certain things, never take anything to heart, always one foot on the ground. Wish to ask if I really lack feelings or it is the fear of being vulnerable. A fear that people might know who and how m I in reality. Not that I don’t like being loved by people but I don’t know the amount of trust that I can pour in to people around.
A sense that keeps me alert almost all the time, tells me the limit of everything.
Way of living, doesn’t really matter if you lived your life correct or incorrect cause all we can do is to know the right path, following and rectifying errors that we’ve been making.
Everything looks so perfect, calm and peaceful, even a smile on a face makes it look like everything is okay. Will pray for it to continue.
A path to follow- to change the way I am and the way how others think I should be, is too long and dark. Hopefully, I will follow and make a positive change. Reason will never be because she or he asked me to change but I feel the need of it, ways to look at the things should be different, may be more positive than I am now.